The Last 14 months

On 27 Jan 2009 my apartment bldg burnd down, killing all 5 of my babys(Cats)and losing a 3000 vol library and everything else.
Next, having no where to go I asked mum if I could stay with her till I found a place. Turns out she has Alzhimer's, and could not remember what had hapend, and at one point, kicked me to the streets. I was homeles for a couple of nights, then faked it, and went to hospital for a week. Afterwords, I stayd at her place a few more days, till I got this place.
After a few weeks, I went to see her, and she was not home. Her water and power were shut off, and Lucky had not had food or water for a week, he now lives with me. I found her at hospital.
I did what I could to get her in a non abusive nursing home, and that took a lot out of me.
Then I had a stroke.
I am now in major debt and dont know how to get out of it.
I am alone now.